today has been one of the top 10 most painful days of my life.
feels like i've been made to sit for SPM when i'm only form 1, and have not been given the the chance to study or even to look at the syllabus.
dealing with the failure is bad enough, having to face the occurrences which resulted was even worse.
i was given an apology after and i appreciate that and have forgiven, but still i continue to hurt badly.
i hope when i wake up tomorrow, the wound would be healed or at least healed enough to not bleed. i've been crying on and off for about 6 hrs and even the slightest brush against the wound will still cause blood to ooze.
i really hope one day i will be able to look back on all this and say it was all worth it.
i really really hope.
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