this is something i really gotta rant about.. my mind is seriously taking me on a ride!
lets do a little rewind..
last night, i got talking with Eric (a few of us had dinner together and ended up on a prolonged fellowship in a few locations) and he suggested that i switch to dermalogica products since i've already gone for the whole treatment thing, which i know makes sense and i was intending to do, but a bit later as i've got a whole range of body shop products left (i started with body shop abt a month ago). makes sense that to maximize the effect, using dermalogica would be the best.. the main reason why i didnt was that i didnt wanna waste what i had, n someone suggested i give it away.. blah blah blah.. fast forward a bit.. found someone happy to accept! ahhaha, u know who u are... but anyway, now comes the decision, do i or do i not go ahead with it? so my mind was pondering, pondering, considering, weighing the pros and cons, seeing if i can live with the consequences etc.. (thats why i always take quite a long time to decide on things... i think it through a lot..)
then last night, i FINALLY (after months n months) sat down n modified my CV and had it sent out.. after that my mind was going through the whole - what are the possible scenarios? can i handle based on what i heard? do i want to try if given the opportunity? am i willing to go that far everyday? how will expenditure be like? will my schedule be able to fit? what are the pros and cons? do i wanna leave my current job? am i willing to give up the things i have now? and a whole lot of other questions.. but mind u, all these things happen in the back of my mind.. its like i think but yet i dont think.. my mind somehow processes things like that..
so these 2 issues have been running around in my head the entire night.. to the point where i couldnt concentrate on anything else cos all the brainpower focused on these 2 issues... then when i finally decided to sleep.. I COULDNT! its like my brain going on overdrive.. look a long while before i slept.. and then when i woke this morning.. the whole dermalogica thing is still spinning n spinning in my head... i woke up pretty early and would have appreciated the hour or so extra sleep, but cant get back to sweet oblivion.. so finally got fed up enough to blog abt it.. amazingly, i dont even feel tired when i normally would have sleeping the same hours..
so the decision comes to: will i or will i not go for it.. only for the dermalogica thing.. i think i've pretty much made up my mind (or my mind has made the decision for me), and the only thing left to do is to go put it into action... which i probably will.. after work... today... (when i decide stuff, i normally do it straight after cos if i tarry, i end up not doing...plus i'm quite impatient when it comes to these things..) so yeah.. sigh.. what a night..
me..
Subscribe To
Posts
Comments
Post a Comment